About Me – jerrygolddd

LUBRIN et. al.

MY LIFE, FUCKED OFF.

In a blink of an eye, you can lose it all. But, looking back, time flew by. This was a fucked off 10-yearish (as of 2026) journey so far. I look at this timeline and it doesn't even feel real. Prison was gay ass hell for real. Prison was also a great time. This timeline doesn't tell the full experience. It's just a blip on the map, really. Between these timeline milestones, so many wild things happened. I share stories all over my social media accounts. I think you'd have an interesting time laughing with me, laughing at me, or talkin shit. Either way, you'll get some kind of value from it.

Arrested + Charged

August 2015

At this time, I was working for the Santa Clara County Sheriff's Office as a Correctional Deputy and at the same time, I was in the Marine Corps Reserves. I was serving my country and my county. This was the start of me on the part to serving my state.. Had no clue what was up ahead. But all I knew at this time was: I PLEAD NOT GUILTY

Bailed Out

September 2015

This was a weird time. Nothing of anything made sense at this point. I did around a week-and-a-half of county jail time. The news vans and reporters were always around. It sucked ass and was fucking embarassing as hell. Thank God we were given bail. Thanks Santa Clara County. Very gracious of ya.

Jury Selection & Trial

March 2017

It still felt numb. It did not feel real. It was just so much easier to stay at home and let the world pass by. I hated the looks that everyone gave me. It was such a pain in my ass to explain to all the people I knew. It was always, "Bro, what happened?" It's kind of ironic. I would always tell them to "Don't believe the news." That would change really soon.

PC 187 Conviction

June 2017

Fuck. Convicted. Second Degree Felony Murder Rule. Natural and Probable Consequences Doctrine. Aiding and Abetting. Life change. Now I own the forever title: piece of shit. Now I had to own everything the media said about me because denying it would make me look more like a coward piece of shit. Being a piece of shit in prison is one thing, but being a coward is another. Can't have that.. that's how you turn gay and get your ass pounded by a bunch of BBC's.

Appeal: Overturned

August 2022

Two things could have had happened in regards to the system playing out: APPEAL ROUTE or the PAROLE ROUTE. Both on two parallel tracks, and one can destroy the other depending oh which fails. I still had to be prepare to explain myself just in case this appeal gets appealed and ultimately affirmed. But I tell you what, God is good. All my friends were asking me what the status was. "I should be going home soon!"

Appeal: Final!

February 2024

WTF. It's been like two years. After two weeks of thinking I was going home, I had to switch the mindset and not even think about it. I was at peace that I might have to go in front of a parole board. But oh shieeeeeeet, we got the letter. Time to go to county jail for court! Woohoo!

Back to County Jail

June/July 2024

Man it feels good! San Mateo County Jail has the best tasting water. I don't know what it is about that water. Anyway, It was finally happening. Re-trial. Deal. Who knows. It still didn't feel real. But this time around, we weren't as nervous or anxious about prison. We were used to whatever was going to come our way. We already heard the most devastating shit in 2017. So it was whatever..

Plea Deal + House Arrest

August 2024

UNLESS IT WAS FREEDOM?! Holy shit, we spent 9 years maintaining innocence.. this was our chance to get the fuck out of this gay ass situation. I don't know how many times me and my lifer friends would ask each other: Bro, if you could get out TOMORROW, would you let the whole yard run a train on you.. HAHAHA.. my boy didn't even have to finish the question. RUN THAT SHIT MY BOY.

Staying Quiet

August 2024*

So technically, I could have started an online presence the moment I got out. However, while in prison, I knew I would not come home to some kind of "pleasant welcome." Nope. Haha. So I just gave myself some time to see what it was like to continue staying quiet... for myself. Silence was strategic back then. I knew it was going to be strategic now.

Time Served!

October 2024

So all I have to do is plead guilty? Okay, I am guilty. Guilty as charged, your honor. Yes. I am responsible. I do not dispute. I do not contest. Yes I did it. All of it. Everything in the public domain, I wholeheartedly agree 1000%. Now please, take this ankle monitor off of me. This bitch is ready to be free!

Paroled

November 2025

Yay! Now I'm technically FREE! I don't know how parolees do it. Parole sucks ass. Now I understand why these dudes would rather go back to prison. Parole officers are up in that ass. If you're one to break simple rules, good luck. This shit is serious.

Here We Are

Currently

I gave myself plenty of time to really experience what it's like to shut the fuck up. Staying quiet sucks ass. It's another form of prison. Mental prison. I rather be fuckin called a piece of shit and not be invisible than be hiding in plain sight, and ignored. Fuck that. No thanks. Never again.

YOUR BOY, JERRYGOLDDD